Say one thing to me,
Another to each other,
Think that I'll never know,
That you'll never have to cover.
Think that I don't notice,
When your smile becomes sad,
Or when your eyes dull,
And your thoughts become bad.
Write that I don't care,
That I can't be bothered,
Never know that I read everything,
That nothing goes unheard.
Always notice my childish ways,
Never question my saddened face,
Never see how I look through you,
Or how I slow my walking pace.
Never notice how I always look back,
Or how my smile breaks,
How I'm always here for you,
Even when my own heart aches.
Forget how I hold you,
Every time you look down,
Or how I pull you back up,
When it seems you're about to drown.
Maybe I imagine it all?
Maybe you don't care.
Maybe you don't actually trust me...
These thoughts, I cannot bare.
Maybe my love for you all is lost,
Maybe you don't know I'm there,
Maybe you don't do it on purpose,
Say each word that makes my heart tear.
Maybe you should talk to me,
Get my side of each tale,